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What do you prize the most in your
By Craig Nathanson (Excerpt from P is for Perfect: Your
Perfect Vocational Day © 2003
We all make choices each day, choosing one thing over
another based on how we feel. Some things carry more
weight and thus direct our daily choices. I spent nearly
25 years in corporate America pursuing activities which
others valued: money, travel, status, office size, group
size etc. External rewards can often mask the pain of
not following one’s internal dreams. The more
people hide from their true vocation; the more they
seek to drown out their dreams with external rewards
and approval. The workplace is great at helping here.
Most organizations are concerned with productivity and
short-term results while motivating people to want more
of what the organization wants. This is in contrast
to helping people find more meaning and fulfillment
in their vocational lives.
I can remember just before I left corporate America,
I was in the last stages of a third interview for one
of those senior management six figure jobs that offered
great perks, pay and status. The hiring manager said
to me in that last interview, ‘’Craig, you
are going to love it here’’ At that point,
you know you have ‘’ the job’’.
She went on to tell me that she valued balance in her
staff. I thought to myself, this story ought to be good,
since I already knew the job was going to be one of
those where I kissed my family goodbye on Sunday night
and returned drained the following Friday.
She went on to tell me that she expected her staff
to always be home for anniversaries and birthdays! I
mumbled something like, "Wow, that’s great’’.
Inside, I started to die. I felt like I was being led
away in a straight jacket. Any moment, I expected to
see the corporate HR police come in, shoot my picture
give me my box of pencils.
My mind’s eye quickly saw the opportunity to
enjoy my daughter’s track meets, my youngest son’s
pre-school Halloween parties, my middle son’s
play performances, and those cozy evenings on the couch
talking about the day’s challenges with my wife,
disappear. No spur of the moment trips for ice cream,
no help with homework and no lying around the family
room with the kids playing Candy Land. Yes, my life
was being taken away, or at least it felt like it was.
This job also came at a time when I was under much pressure
to get a high paying position. We were just recovering
from losing most of our life savings from a dot com
venture where I had been a founding member. I had been
out of work for over six months. Sadly, my middle child
was ill and we were facing the hard decision of sending
him out of state for treatment. My relationship of 20
years with my wife was as strained as one could possibly
imagine and personally I felt I had no choice but to
accept this death sentence of a job. As the manager
was going on and on describing the other benefits of
the job like the free laptop, credit union, Friday beer
bash and other equally useless corporate activities,
I suddenly remembered something my middle child had
said to me recently. One morning over breakfast as I
was telling my wife how much I didn’t want to
go back to a corporate job, my son said to me, ‘’Dad,
what’s the use of making all that money if you
aren’t here to spend it with us?’’
All of a sudden, my next steps became quite clear.
I abruptly stood up and told the hiring manager that
I was sorry but this job did not align with what was
most important to me. I told her that I couldn’t
accept the position.
I wish I could have taken a picture of the hiring manager’s
reaction. She was shocked that someone would actually
turn down a great position during the poor economic
situation we were experiencing at that time... Yes,
I faced another set of weeks accepting three hundred
dollar a week unemployment checks, but this time it
was me who was smiling. You see, I made this decision
based on what I considered was most important to me
or what I like to refer as my prize possessions. As
I started to accept this position, I saw the devastating
impact it would have on the things I prized most: family,
health, helpfulness, creativity and intellectual growth.
So, I refused the job. To this day, I never looked back.
It was the right decision. What are the things you prize
the most in life?
How do you know when you are staying true to the things
you prize and when you are not? Its one thing to actually
write down what’s most important to you but the
next critical step is to actually figure out how you
know when you are following what you prize and when
you are not.
If you prize something in your life, it is quite easy
to think of a few behaviors that align with what you
prize and a few which don’t... For example, let’s
assume you prize being healthy. Healthy behaviors include
daily exercise, a strict diet, good social relationships
and a day filled with activities which you love to do.
I would bet if other people followed these behaviors,
they would have a good chance of being healthy as well.
Now, look at your list of behaviors for being unhealthy.
You don’t exercise, eat poorly, get little sleep,
gobble junk food late at night, have few friends to
share with, and hate getting up in the morning to go
to work. Do you think if other people tried this, they
would have a good chance at being unhealthy? You bet!
Figuring out what you prize the most takes internal
work. No one is going to walk up to you and ask you
how your plans are aligning with what’s most important
to you. Often it is far easier to find assistance in
moving away from what one prizes, then it is to find
help in moving toward what one wants.
For many people, their daily vocational activities
are not in alignment with what they currently do. This
causes tension in the human system. Some people recognize
this and as a result move towards more of what they
want to close the gap. It is a conscious effort. Sadly,
for many it is easier to leave the gap open and move
away from what they want in their vocational life. They
often succumb to pressure from others; particularly
the ones who profess to love them. This can result in
many other symptoms such as illness, relationship and
family problems and a general sense of wondering whether
this is all there is to life.
Are you at a job today that you know in your gut has
nothing to do with what you prize the most? Most of
us will spend half our lives, close to forty years,
working. That’s a lot of time doing what you don’t
love. Look at your current to-do list for next week.
Now, how much of this aligns to what you prize most
in your life?
I think in fact, discussing with others what you love
to do is sort of a taboo in our society. It’s
sort of like sex; everyone thinks about it but no one
talks about it!
How many of you are working in jobs on a daily
basis, 40 hours a week that have nothing to do with
what you prize the most?
Nancy, A friend of mine has always wanted to be a musician.
She prizes creativity and expresses it by writing and
performing music. But what is she doing at her job?
Supervising a rental car agency! Nancy's thinks, Boy
I would love to be a musician but I can't afford to
make a change. Well, how would Nancy know if she never
really sat down and thought about it? She just assumed
doing what she loved was impossible.
Are you like Nancy?
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